Hello my dearest family,
This week has been a little rough for me. I don't really know why. Like usually when I wake up in the morning I feel great and am ready to work and do the Lord's will, but for some reason this week I have had this weird feeling in my chest. So, I just went forward at the beginning of the week just siguiendo adelante. Or moving forward. We were working really hard and finding so many people and teaching lessons and yeah it was just great. But the feeling in my chest had been there all week. And so on Thursday we had splits. My sweet compy stayed in our sector and I went to our leaders sector. And let me tell you I just told my leader everything that was on my mind and I felt better. Lilke, okay lately I just have felt calloused. I mean like I am not going to lie the mission is hard sometimes. So, I told my leader that I felt that my heart had just been developing a callous for some time because of the things that I have experienced in the mission, so she told me she felt the same way too sometimes and counciled me to pray to have more faith. So now I am supplicating with all my might to have more faith in my prayers.
But, then on Sunday yesterday I just felt really bad. The week had many things happen and Sunday I just didn't feel up to my potential. So, I told my companion what was on my mind and it helped a little. But after we went to Hermana Rebeca's house, she is an eternal investigator, well not really she is just waiting to get married we went to her house and I just broke down sobbing and she gave me a hug and told me that I should not fall, that Christ fell, and that was for us because we should not have to fall. I am okay now. Don't worry, I am happy because I had good studies this morning I read in Alma 19:8-10 about faith and felt so much better. I love you all! I know God lives and His son lives. The atonement is for every one of us.
I love you all!
Hermana Durfee
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